Well, my happiness came to a quick halt last night. I have what I like to call an "OH SHIT!" moment. I applied to Franciscan last night and then I thought "Oh shit! What am I doing?" I know I'm going to continue to have those moments. Because of everything that was going on last night, I cut. It was a relief of all the stress. I didn't know what else to do. I called Fr. Robert and he got me calmed down enough to go to Mass but after Mass, everything came crashing down.
I'm on the verge of cutting right now. I'm just really stressed because if this and now I've got other drama in my life. Chances are, no matter what, I'll probably cut again tonight. I'm having trouble getting my homework done because of the impulses. I guess we'll see...
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