Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Why - Nichole Nordeman

5 weeks clean today. 35 days...The changes in my life have been incredible.


I just heard this song for the first time. As I listened to it, my heart hurt and I felt like a ton of bricks hit me. The magnitude of what Jesus did hit me harder than ever before. Especially the last line. I was why He had to die. I was the one who nailed Him to that Cross. But as Fr. Greg tells me constantly, He knew what I was going to do and struggle with, but He died for me anyway. He'd rather die for me than live without me. It's all beyond what my tiny human brain can understand, but I'm thankful anyway.




Little girl : We rode into town the other day,
Just me and my daddy.
He said I’d finally reached that age,
And I could ride next to him on a horse
that of course was not quite as wide.
We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
And there was that man that my dad said he loved,
But today there was fear in His eyes.
So I said, “Daddy, why are they screaming? 
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is He dressed in that bright purple robe?
I’ll bet that crown hurts Him more than He shows.
Daddy, please can’t you do something?
He looks as though He’s gonna cry.
You said He was stronger than all of those guys.
Daddy, please tell me why. 
Why does everyone want Him to die?”

Later that day, the sky grew cloudy,
And daddy said I should go inside.
Somehow he knew things would get stormy, 
Boy, was he right, but I could not keep from wondering 
If there was somethin he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out. 
I was not afraid of getting lost, 
So I followed the crowds 
To a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from the cross
And it said,  JESUS: ”Father, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my robe?
This crown of thorns hurts me more than it shows.
Father, please can’t you do something?
I know that You must hear my cry.
I thought I could handle a cross of this size.
Father, remind me why.
Why does everyone want me to die?
O, when will I understand why?”


 God: ”My precious Son, I hear them screaming.
I’m watching the face of the enemy beaming.
But soon I will cloth You in robes of my own.
Jesus, this hurts me much more than You know.
But this dark hour I must do nothing
Though I’ve heard Your unbearable cry.
The power in Your blood destroys all of the lies.
Soon You’ll see past their unmerciful eyes.
Look there below, see the child
Trembling by her father’s side.
Now I can tell You why;
 She is why You must die. 

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