Tuesday, January 4, 2011

"Esther" - Esterlyn and Update

I'm a huge fan of this song. It's so chill, but there's so much meaning within it. Plus, it starts out with Psalm 147:3 :)



I'm halfway done with By His Wounds. It's been really hard and I dread having to do it every night, but I do it anyway. It really is changing my perspective on cutting. It kinda grosses me out right now. It's weird. I don't think that's come from the program though. I think that's me. What is coming from the program is my slow realization that cutting is an evil lie and that I could actually go to hell for it. That's not what I want. I want to spend eternity with my God who loves me and who I love. So, I'm going to beat this once and for all.

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