Here's a quick update before I head to bed. I've got 2 finals in the morning.
Today's day 30!! I did it! This officially the longest I've gone in almost a year. I just text Fr. Greg, joking with him saying "You know today's day 30, right? When are you going to come to Steubenville so I can whoop you in basketball?" He said, "Congratulations!! That's amazing stuff, Catherine!! By the way you have to stay clean until I come."
I mean, I figured he would want me to stay clean from cutting until he gets here, and hopefully forever, but one day at a time, so I'm not worrying about the future right now. So yeah, I did it. It feels really good to know I've lived my life for an entire month without cutting. That might sound stupid to you, but when you struggle with it as bad as I do, and when you're genuinely addicted like I was, it's a big deal. I think Fr. Greg is going to come visit Steubenville the last week of May. I think I can get through another month without it. It's all going to be with God's help. I can do this! I know I can!
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