It's days like this that make me not sure if I can do this...
I’ve been clean 12 days, but who cares? Just like every single time I’ve stopped for a while before in the last 3 years, it’s probably only a matter of time before I start cutting again…
Fr. Greg's in Spain for World Youth Day. He's been there for a week already and he'll be gone for 2 more. It's hard not having my biggest support system. It's teaching me to rely more on God than people, which is exactly what I needed, but it's a hard lesson to learn.
I go back to Steubenville on Thursday. I'm so ready. Even though I've only been home 9 days, I'm so done. I'm looking forward to my senior year :) It's going to be incredible. I'm living with 4 friends off campus, so that's going to be sweet.
So, things go back and forth. I have my good days and my bad days. This is the worst day I've had in a while, actually.
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