Disciple just put out a new album this week and in my opinion, it's REALLY good. Their song "Dear X, You Don't Own Me" is phenomenal, but not my favorite on the album. This song is. It makes me realize that life is worth the struggle. Yeah, it gets really hard sometimes and I feel like the only thing that could make it go away is by way of self-injury, but the longer I stay clean, the more I realize that the lie of "relief" from self-injury is exactly that...a lie. Cutting only makes my life harder. I beat myself up over it, I have to try to hide the cuts, etc. It makes my life a living hell, to be totally honest. The last week and a half has been hard, I'm not gonna lie, but I'm not giving up. I'm going to beat this.
The light at the end has faded away
One terror after another
Somewhere in the fire
The embers of faith
Will burn through tomorrow
You’re breathing
It’s worth the pain
It’s worth the pain
It’s worth the pain
God’s in the rain
It’s not too late to start again
It’s worth the pain
So hold on tonight
Your passionate eyes try to explain
All the blindness you’re feeling
The six feet of lies exposed in His fire
Resurrecting your sunrise
You’re breathing
It’s worth the pain
God’s in the rain
It’s not too late to start again
It’s worth the pain
So hold on tonight
There’s grace
When you’re at your wit’s end
Begging for it
He’ll take you by the hand
There’s grace
It’s not too late to start again
It’s worth the pain
So hold on tonight
It’s worth the pain
God’s in the rain
It’s not too late to start again
It’s worth the pain
So hold on tonight
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